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annette fantine dominic ♪ ([personal profile] tripsup) wrote2022-03-17 07:25 pm

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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-27 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
[He steps into her home, albeit, a bit reluctantly. For a moment he feels a small sense of calm as he just looks around. Her home is quite quaint. Very... comfy? He supposes is how he'd describe it. Far superior to where he is staying.

At her insistence he takes a seat on her couch and then waits for her to return. And even just being alone for the few moments is... difficult. Thoughts immediately begin to wander and he has Jeeves, his DTF, turn into its handhold mode. Again... he tries to contact her. But it is fruitless. She simply no longer exists.

Hubert's gaze glances upward as she returns, the smell of coffee being freshly brewed is truly quite heavenly. And he offers her soft thanks as he picks up the cup, blowing on it gently before taking a small sip.

It tastes... exceptional. Probably the best cup of coffee he's had since coming here. Before the war... even. As they were losing it was hard to get goods with supply lines being cut.

Hubert feels her sitting beside him more than he sees her, his bangs being in the way as they are. Annette's words are... sweet and kind in a way he is vastly unfamiliar with. That it's okay to feel and have emotions. He wants to scoff... as if it could be that easy to just feel so blatantly and freely. For her it probably is. He has, after all, lived a vastly different life than most.]


I was not raised that way. To feel or do anything you just said. I was to be her shadow. To follow behind when needed or carve a path ahead to light her way. It was different... when I first arrived. I could prepare for an eventuality that may never come to pass. But prepare for it all the same. Waiting for something that may never be is still better than losing that which you longed for. Thus when she came and went so quickly... [His voice audibly breaks and his gloved hands grip the teacup tightly.] It just hardly seems fair... is all.

[His breathing audibly hitches and a very heavy surge of unwanted emotions bubble forth. Like a dam finally crumbling.]

I let myself unwisely remove the barrier between us. And the moment I did... she was gone.
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-27 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[He was prepared to not feel anything at these attempts at comfort. He hasn't necessarily steeled himself against it exactly, his emotional state is simply far too fragile. But he was confident that there was nothing that could reach his heart as anything but empty words.

He is very wrong.

Perhaps it's because he doesn't know Annette very well and the mixture of not ever being spoken to in such a way. But there is something so painfully kind and honest about what is being said. And she also isn't wrong.

What he and Edelgard have is special. The one that was here wasn't even from the same time as he. He lost the war. But she was victorious. And they moved as if that didn't matter. She was still Edelgard. He was still Hubert. Nothing changed. Not a single beat. And that will be true no matter what happens. There is... there is a remarkable amount of comfort in that.

He is also blessed with the knoweldge that he knows that she needs him. That all he is does is useful. She has told him as much in the past. He knows his role and all the good it does for her. Should perhaps the Lady Edelgard that he knows ever arrive or another version that lost the war this will still be true.

But still... To have lost her at all. It still hurts. But that isn't what Annette is trying to fend off again. It's more... that it's okay to hurt. A concept he wants to scoff at regardless of its apparent merit.

He remembers the last time he cried. It was a lengthy affair. Running through the woods of the Empire territory trying to chase down a long gone carriage back to the Kingdom. The tears started to come as he was being dragged back kicking and screaming. The angry lecture and subsequent things to come about how he must forget about Lady Edelgard for the time being caused him to have a tantrum that only a small child is truly capable of.

He supposes it is fitting that the next time he should shed tears it is again at her disappearance to a place he cannot follow. And where he must move on for his own sake. They fall slowly down his sharp cheeks, as if his body is struggling how to remember to make this phenomena happen, and into his very delicious coffee. The rest is less graceful for the act crying is far from that. The shaking of shoulders and sniffling. It's all very messy and not pretty to look or listen to. But it happens all the same.]
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-27 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Hubert is not good at comfort. He doesn't know how to give it all that well. And he certainly doesn't know how to receive it. When she wraps her arms around him his body is torn between melting into it or remaining rigid and unyielding.

He already misses the cup in his hands. The warmth of it permeating through his gloves but he also may have been in danger of spilling it or dropping it... But now he knows not what to do with his hands. He simply stares at the white gloves a bit smudged and dirty from all his running about today. They shake a little to his keen gaze. Due to these emotions, maybe. Or the strain of the day. Lack of proper rest, food, water. None of which he wants very much. Well... maybe sleep. He feels so incredibly exhausted and the thought of eventually walking home is a weary thought indeed. But there is much to do and...

All thoughts stumble to a halt as her hands, so gentle and kind, gently stroke in what he supposes is a comforting gesture. It's stopped him from the tumbling flow of unhelpful thinking he is prone to so... perhaps yes, comforting.

He really isn't sure what to do when someone holds you like this. But he supposes, maybe, he could be pliable. It would be no more humiliating than what is currently transpiring. He frees an arm from her embrace and with blatant hesitation awkwardly wraps it around her as well. He tries to be mindful of where he touches her, her sleep wear doesn't cover a great deal but resting his hand upon her arm would be fine, he thinks.

He still has no words. Nothing he can utter that would mean anything right this second. All he can do is squeeze her tight in his embrace. A silent offer of gratitude in his vulnerable and fragile moment.]
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-28 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
[Staying here feels like such a terrible idea. A very good way to give Felix a reason to kill him again or any of the others really. He brings his free hand up to wipe at his eyes. Such draining things emotions. And though he is not without them it is nevertheless quite taxing to feel them quite so deeply.]

I would think it unwise for someone like you to have someone unsavory like myself in your home... to say nothing of spending the night.

[His voice is much more hoarse and scratchy than he would like it to be. Such is the way of it.]

I really should finish my drink and get out of your hair. [He removes his arm from around her to pick up his cup once more. Everything still feels shaky and fragile but... The few tears shed have, at the very least, ceased for now.] It's quite good... your coffee. [It should be noted. He should say it.] It's been a very long time since I had one that tasted quite so good. Everyone was so infatuated with tea at the monastery...
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-28 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[Again, he thanks her softly for the tissues taking the few that she offered. He dabs away the rest of the remnants of this breakdown and lets out a soft sigh.]

You are either trying to flatter me, which is most unnecessary, or are naive about the kind of person I am. [And what her friends think of him.] For what it's worth I don't doubt your sincerity... But all the same, I should take my leave of your home sooner rather than later.

[He sips at the coffee once more the taste still impeccable now that it's not quite so searing hot.]

Mercie... That was the the tall pale haired one at the Academy, yes? [He remembers her because she was always exceptionally friendly. And offered him baked goods on more than one occasion.] While I often do tend to come off as callous as possible... That was not my intention this particular time. I am sorry about your own losses. I am sure you two will meet again.
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-28 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well, unsurprisingly, she’s a bigger person than he because he absolutely takes issues with traitorous classmates. He also has to withhold a scathing remark about the feral prince wanting to keep the peace. All he can do is take a deeper sip of coffee and listen.

Keep the peace indeed. The same prince who was screaming for his Lady’s head so he could wear it as his own or some such? That prince wants peace? Nonsensical.

However… Lady Edelgard had also desired peace. His very being rebels against the idea to offer peace to his killers and simply rollover for them. But to go against her command, especially when it would not be to her benefit was also something he could not do. So in silence he must continue to suffer.]


I am aware of the Felix situation though I am disinclined to speak to either of them… It’s no easy thing to look upon your killer and play nice. [The blade cutting through him so easily is mostly what he remembers. The buzz of power at his fingertips slowly fading. And his concern for Edelgard turning into deep despair as the word grew colder and darker. And then he was here.] I am of the mind that there are things that cannot be forgiven or reconciled. Not everyone is worthy of your forgiveness or acceptance.

I am one such person. And I would argue that it is naïve to allow me into your home. Much less stay. Without Lady Edelgard here to keep me on that much talked about leash who knows what manner of things I am capable of. Or what I might do.

Just because you don’t believe in the barriers that seperated us doesn’t mean they don’t exist. I feel them so very keenly… these great walls that cannot be breached.

It is most unwise to grant me anything other than your disdain. Such things will keep you safer.

[Perhaps a much more compelling argument had he not been brought to tears on her sofa moments ago. But the hope is to spook her enough that she just tells him to leave.]
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-28 05:37 pm (UTC)(link)
[She died to save Felix's life? If he wasn't so acutely aware of how slightly different everyone's own path was right down to the gender of the professor he might have a similar vendetta against her. It could be that her actions that ultimately led to his death. But... the infinite possibilities make it too tiresome to accuse her of any wrong doing. Especially when he cannot remember if he saw Annette during the invasion to begin with.

And realistically... if it hadn't been Felix's sword it would have been Dimitri's spear or Byleth's unforgiving weapon. Better Felix than any of the above to be honest. The thought of having his insides torn to shreds by the Sword of the Creator is a most unpleasant thought indeed.

Regardless he has something far more indignant to speak up over.]


More afraid of the dark than of me? [He huffs unhappily at this.] Then I have not been doing a very good job of upholding my reputation. All I had to do was laugh and Bernadetta would be scampering off of the monastery ground before you could blink. [His fingers tap at his cup idly. He has become too domesticated in too short a time. Too complacent in the company of the Emperor.] I'll have to work on all that...

[It's a lost cause with Annette now, he knows. She's seen him at about the lowest he can be. There's certainly still room to fall and he'll likely get there upon his return home. But...]

Fine. Fine. I will stay. If only because it is a long walk home and it's already quite late. But I will be out at first light.
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-28 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[He has nothing to say about that first part. He can only huff and drink his coffee. This is their first actual conversation to be fair. He's not going to give her the privilege of thinking she knows him. And there will be absolutely no next time. But as she's so delighted by the prospect he will keep some proclamations to himself.]

I've been quite adapt at it thus far, Lady Annette. I will continue to do so after this stumble. [He's not aware how unlikely it will be to get away from Annette now.] But I suppose the sentiment is appreciated.

And yes. First light. I would ask that you do not go through any more trouble on my account. I insist... I don't usually take food in the morning anyway.
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-29 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
Yes... the sofa will be just fine.

[Seems like that or the floor. Her bed is, of course, out of the question. And while he is still, technically, quite young he feels like his bones are sometimes a few decades older than him. Sleeping on the floor would be the end of him. There would be no recovery from that sort of abuse.

While she goes to collect extra bedding he undoes his coat draping it over the arm of the sofa for now. If she doesn't find extra blankets that will do just fine as well. there are some other odds and ends that he undoes like his cuff links on his dress shirt and the tie around his neck.

It's very... surreal being in here. Sleeping in the home of the enemy, technically. His instincts demand that he be weary. What if Felix just walked through or any of the others? His his body is too tired to worry about his potential demise. He just wants to sleep. He needs to.

Hubert waves Annette away, especially at her offer but gladly takes the bedding. He sets it up comfortably and falls asleep in relatively no time at all. Which is good. It needed to be that so thoughts didn't tumble about the present situation. Just sleep and relatively dreamless sleep at that.

Dawn certainly comes and goes. By quite a number of hours in fact. And Hubert only manages to awaken because of the smell of food. It takes him a moment to remember where he is because... Edelgard certainly doesn't cook breakfast. He'd never allow her to get up before him and even begin to try. Not to mention all the smells in here are different and unfamiliar. When he sits up hair tussled and mused he has to peer blearily around.]


Damn... [He overslept. How unlike him. But everything that's happened to him thus far has been very unlike him. His head feels all foggy from all that sleep but his thoughts are slwoly clearing up. She's making breakfast just like she said she wouldn't, isn't she? Hubert falls back onto the soft pillows and pulls the blanket back over himself. Those from the kingdom are going to flay him alive if they ever find out.]
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-29 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[He can feel her sunshine aura looming over him as he hides himself back under the blanket. There's no escaping it.]

Unusually well rested. [Is his muffled response as he removes the blanket from back over his head and sits back up. He has only succeeded in ruffling up his hair all the more. She has once again... caught him in a state that he doesn't let himself be seen in. He was always up and put together before Edelgard woke up so he could make her breakfast and the like. She's doing the same for him... apparently.] And genuinely mortified that I slept this long.

[He peers around for a clock to see just how badly he's done it for himself, needing to rub his eyes to help with the blurriness of sleep. The house smells... very delicious. He can smell the coffee and a bunch of other flavorful spices in the air and he'd be a liar if it didn't all come across as a bit appealing.

Hubert peers up at her feeling... well, certainly something. He is all out of sorts on her sofa with the blankets pooled all around him and feeling more ruffled than he has ever been in his life. It's just... so strange. And bizarre.]


Are you going to make me eat breakfast?
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-30 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
What is happening?

[He whispers the words under his breath once she is out of earshot. This is all so... very strange. He has to remember that the only reason he was here in the first place was to look for Edelgard. Or see if anyone could contact her.

He breathes out slow. Alright. Breakfast. A novel concept for him. People don't cook for him often, or ever, so he might as well enjoy it if he can.

The coffee is delicious as it was last night. Full of spices and flavors that he can taste with still that ample bitterness he's accustomed to. It's very good. He has less hope for the pancakes, purposefully poking the blueberry eyes off. Removing the eyes from the face he then cuts into it taking a small bite. Flavors... So many. Rich and good with a bite to it. And it's then that he realizes he is really hungry. He has not been particularly good at taking care of himself. Especially so since his Emperor's disappearance.

Despite how good it is he does try to eat slowly and not like he hasn't had a meal in days. She's singing in the background and the sound of running water and dishes clinking together fills the air.

It's very...

He doesn't want to go home, he doesn't think. Not where it's empty and kind of cold. And she is no longer there. Where he will have to start the process of putting away her things like she's dead or something equally as grim. Imposing any longer would cause trouble for Annette. Trouble for him if he was to be found here, he thinks.

Despite trying to pace himself he does clean his plate, fruit and all, before she finishes doing her dishes. It was just... very good. He gathers his dishes and sets them on the counter where she's currently cleaning.]


Here... let me dry them as you finish so you can get through all of this a bit quicker.

[He's already rolling up his sleeves to assist. So he's clearly not taking no for an answer.]
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[personal profile] crimsonservant 2022-06-30 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[Pleased that he unintentionally startled her, since that's just how he be, he slides in beside her taking the freshly washed dish and drying it at once.]

I did enjoy it. Which surprised me... [He sets the dry dish aside and grabs the next wet one.] Not because I doubted your cooking but because... Well, dealing with a lot of alchemic substances as I do in my service to the Empire I had the misfortune of dulling my taste buds. Very immune to poison. And flavor. [He smiles wryly] In the monastery I really only enjoyed heavily flavored meals. Things that were very spicy or very bitter. It's why I enjoy coffee so much. And why I enjoyed yours in particular.

It was very good. I don't say this lightly or to flatter but... I haven't had anything that good in quite some time. Before the war was even happening in full force, I'd say. So... Thank you. Thank you for making it for me.

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